"Sometimes when our plans are interrupted, we are staring God's direction in the face.  We must not push them aside to complete what we feel is most important.  God interrupted your plans on other occasions.  If He used those interruptions to guide you to His will, He can and will interrupt anything that goes against His plans for you now.  You're job is to be hungry enough to receive His direction.  He will reveal it to you."

                                 -Priscilla Shiver

Hello everyone...hope things are good for everyone.  Things are nice here.  A lot on my mind.  There are a lot of desires and passions coming into my life, and its a lot to take in.  I want to travel.  I want to do mission work but i also just want to explore and see all thats out there.  And i want to do it now.  The more i hear about these things, the more i cant sit still and just want to go. But as far as i know right now thats not going to happen.  I'm learning to be patient with big things like this.  I think this desire is of God, and He is using certain situations to grow that, but i have to wait patiently for His perfect timing for me to go, and with who, and what im going to do when i go.  Wether its just a trip to see more of this world or wether its an actual mission trip.  Of course i want both, i wonder what God wants.  Then last night, Gretchen flew something at me.....why not be a flight attendant for awhile.  Her and stephen did that together for awhile and loved it.  Talk about traveling and getting to see places for no money!  And then i could stop when i wanted to settle down and have a family.  I mean i would still need to go to college and stuff, and ill probably still get my degree in teaching or whatever to have that as a background. but how awesome.  But then there is also the issue, i want to spend weeks in other countries, not just a day or two, maybe even years, MAYYYBE even live there.  I donno, ideas are forming, and it seems so easy in my mind, but its not.  I need money.  *sigh* who knows,  well... God knows.  Its crazy how much you change in a year, i never would have thought i would want to live somewhere else, much less another country.  hmmm , oh well, i guess we shall see....Adios